Sick to death of suffering by my own hands. I made my bed again. Day by day, feeling erased. When will my day come? I said a prayer, I lit your candles, I feel it coming and I don't think I can fucking handle it. Everlasting apprehension. I don't feel at home in my own bones. Somewhere I lost something inside. (No light, no truth, no way) I tried to replace it with sins and a smiling disguise, but I remain hollow inside. Bury me pulled apart and empty.
Track Name: Shaking Hands With a Ghost
How do you shake hands with a ghost? A lesson I never learned. Forgiveness was something I missed. I can’t let go, can’t let it in. Will there be absolution by the time my heart gives out? I try to push it inside. I tried to move on, but every time it plays in my head. How can I let go of the memories of everything you did? Will my heart give out or will it give up?
Track Name: Shadow Sleeper
There's part of you in me leftover from a dream I can’t escape. It’s been so long, I don’t even know if you exist. You might be a ghost floating above my bed. I’d never know until your rattling chains give you away and drag me through the floor.